All over the world, there are people who face worse or the same as you. So you know that you're not alone. It looks like you're young, but I can also see you're a true fighter. There must be something that makes you happy though, also, you can always choose to inform a Child Protect Organization about it. They can help a lot on your situation. As for friends, if you want, we can talk to each other whenever you have a problem, I know it's not the same but I am just offering. I think you should change and go to a new school maybe? If you think that all of this is just too much. Unless you can do then....as the fighter you are, you have to fight your problems. Grab your mother and talk to her straight, tell her that you don't like the way your life is and that you want it to change. If she understands, then she'll help you, unless she does, then take your life in your hands. Face the bullies, be fair in front of them. Show spiritual strength, accept it all but don't be silent. Ask them why they do this. Do they think they are better of you? Because the way they behave to you makes you better. You can always use their weaknesses in order to stop you behaving like this. There must be at least one person there, who will try to get you out of this situation. Try to find them.