- Mood : Sad
Kylea, know that you are not alone and that there are so many of us here for you, here to help you, support you and encourage you.
If you need or want to talk, feel free to message me *HUGS*
I’m here for you, stay strong, you are not alone, you will make it through this because you are a really amazing person (hugs)
You started again? How come?
Why’d you?
I couldn’t help myself. It helps whenever I get overwhelmed.
How come you didnt tell me that in band?
There were people around. I didn’t want them to hear. I already hear enough from Vinnie and Tylor
There were people around. I didn’t want them to hear. I already hear enough from Vinnie and Tylor
Oh okay.
What about you? Why did you start again?
I just get sad and angry.
You’ve been doing so well though.
Almost three months clean is nothing if youre still not happy.
Yes it is. You may not be happy, but you weren’t harming yourself for a period of time. That’s got to count.
Whats the longest period of time you’ve been clean?
About two months
Thats good. I think I remember that over the summer.
Also during this school year. I stopped for a while, but started again.
I think ill always be this way. I don’t truly believe ill ever be able to stop, its the only way I know how to deal with my emotions. Get a bad grade: cut Get in a fight with mom: cut I think you could stop though. For good.
I was actually thinking about that last night before I went to bed. I imagined myself in college, glancing around, hoping no one would see my scars or cuts. Then I imagined hiding them from my future husband/wife. I don’t think I will ever stop because the littlest thing sets me off. I have no other way of dealing with a strong emotion. The only…[Read more]
I hope that wont be the case. Everyone deserves happiness.
So do you.