“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The…[Read more]

I find a refuge, and I wallow there, till I realize I’m escaping and find a different one.

Does it get any worse ? – by Kyra(Mei)

Does my frown ever fade?

Do my tears go away ?

Will this finally set me free?

Or bind me to stay ?

I just wish I could see,

The gravity in things.

Before the tears stain my face.

And my smile forever, fades..

I scared you anyway, didn’t I. Or is that what I want to believe, so I don’t feel guilty when I start to back away. I honestly don’t know anymore.

All the passion that we had, all the things we did, were shattered in a thin moment.

Why does being different matter so much. We all have eyes, mouth and nose. We all have feelings. Why does no one understand that ?

I feel like shit.

Everything has a purpose.

Hating your life and hating yourself are two completely different things.

Someone should wake me from my nightmare and bring me to peace.

And once again I’m drowning in my own self pity.

Going to stick to not befriending people.

Can you remember when you were happy ?

Call me a safe bet, I’m betting I’m not.