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About Me | I…am very much unsure as to what I am here to accomplish in the world, that simple fact, scares the hell out of me. Im 25 almost 26 years old and I have found little to no joy in any accomplishment I have had. I graduated High school in the dead center of my class, I left to join the Navy, and as it stood, I was absolutely miserable. My job felt meaningless in the grand scheme of things, I hated every aspect of it and peple coming up to me thanking me for my service left a sour taste in my mouth. Two years later after bouncing from one horrible job to another I find myself in yet another miserable job. I have aspirations of going to college, but I am in the wrong state for it, my family tries to be supportive, but since im living in the same room i grew up in, but am now primary breadwinner its become incredibly difficult to get off my ass, and do something about it. I have Zero social skills and im horrible with keeping friends, always have. Now, I know, this pales in comparison to alot of the individuals who have endured a much more grueling life, but I need help. I feel sompletely lost, as tho my life is just ebbing away faster than I can live it. I find myself day in and day out sitting in front of my computer, wasting away, in the same crap job, interacting with the same crap people, with nothing to show for it. I could go on and on about crap that I wish was different, things I would have done. Im an introverted, unemotional, closed-minded, lonely, rough man, and I need help. |
Age | 35 |
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