Please try to get yourself seen by a doctor or medical professional if and when you can @kinkymomo, what has been happening to you is so wrong Kinkymomo, please tell someone about it, reach out for support and help Kinkymomo, remember I will always be here for you if you ever need to talk Kinkymomo, you will make it through the dark times because you are so brave, courageous and strong, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)