Not a good choice. Talk to someone on a help line in your country – what have you got to lose?

Please don’t think like that @setidrow, I don’t want to see you harm or hurt yourself, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and to make all your dreams come true, things may seem difficult but they will change for the better, hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who will win all your battles, stay upbeat and believe in yourself because you are truly wonderful inside and out, great moments lie ahead for you in your bright future, go forward and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)