@spectrolite7
(Other members will take care of the ’being sensitive’ and ’sympathizing’ and ’being understanding’ part, i’m just going to discuss about what you could actually do to resolve your situation.)
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// i just feel like ending my life//
> Since you feel like taking extreme measures to solve your problems. Why not, pack your bags and run-away from everything and begin life anew? and do the things you always wanted to do? That’s better then suicide.
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The thoughts you have typed out here, themselves tell you a part of the solution,
//I’m not that good at life// <— To be good at something, you first learn about it and develop the skill to do it like people who are good at it no? You learn driving from someone who is good at driving, so you can be good at it too.
You have to treat life similarly.
What actions, habits, and mindset make successful people good at life? Do you know em? if not… spot em out and take wisdom from em.
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//i fail every day// <— at life? job? goals? paying of debt? Again… do you know how to be successful at those things? Or are you just letting 'luck' take care of it all? Continuous 'success' is something you 'learn'. By leaving things to luck, you lose control of your life.
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// i dont progress quickly// <— What's the difference between you (who progress slowly) and those who progress fast? Are you aware of the differences? Contemplate this.
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//i think im just not that good of a person// <—- Then… what can you do to be a good person? ponder over it.
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// i cant survive anymore like this// <— yupe! that's why your brain is giving you lots and lots of stress. So that you stop doing everything else and focus on changing how you go about living your life.
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//i feel like im hanging on to nothing// <— i.e you have no motivation? no purpose in life? (Successful people, tend to inject some meaning/purpose in their life, it just allows them to live more prosperously. So are you doing that by the way?)
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//i dont know of the posibility that anything will ever get better// Well… I saw a man with no hands the other day… tried shaking his hand but found he didn’t have any…
I talked to an awesome young 12 year old lady on chat-hub, who was conceived through her father raping her mother. (and she was continuously abused by her father and now has to testify against him in court and tell publicy the things he did to her…)
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~there are things to be happy about if you just look for em. Like the fact that some people will take the time out of their busy life and will give some of it to you, by replying to you here and by offering to listen to your problems.

Thank you for replying… I just feel like i tried so hard and im stillnoy getting anywhere… i dont think that i can do better…i think i’ve done what i can… im still trying but it seems like its not going to help… sorry that i just dont believe i can do more anymore… i just feel like i’ve done tue best i can and im just not that good at doingany better and im going to keep suffering andnot enjoyinglife…im scared. Im going to start drinking again to forget and to get away from these feelings.i dont know what more i can do. It seems like all my efforts to move out just arent working… maybe i should move to another state or something…