Please don’t think badly of yourself @fruitdrops, you are such a beautiful and special angel who deserves to feel incredible and on top of the world Cheryl, remember you are brilliant inside and out Cheryl, smile and believe in yourself, go forward with confidence and show everyone how fabulous you truly are, you can do it Cheryl, there is always hope, feel free to message me anytime if you want to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)