Please don’t let your struggles beat you @protalis, things may seem difficult Jon but I’m sure they will work out for you, hold your head up high and focus on all the good moments that lie ahead for you in the future, you will make it, believe in yourself and never give up, you have so much love and hope to offer Jon, keep going and continue being the bright star that you are, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)