I’m sure you will find the right support that will benefit and help you going forward @lostrealist101, you deserve a happy life that is filled with so much joy and wonderful moments, things will go your way and everything will work out, try to stay positive and keep being the awesome human-being that you know you can be, believe in yourself and never give up, you are a survivor, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)