You don’t deserve any pain @ariella9511, you are such an inspirational and incredible person who deserves all the love and happiness in the world, remember to focus on filling yourself with hope, light and brightness hun, things will be OK, hold your head up high and keep going, you will find your way Ariella, don’t give up, I know you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)