I finally messaged the guy I wanted to talk to and asked him if we could talk about something serious. He said ”sure” and then I told him the situation I was in. No reply whatsoever. Trying to tell myself it’s fine because he read it at 230 am and he probably forgot to reply in the morning but I doubt it. My pick me up-that day I had watched my local amusement park show 50 times and got so much love from the cast and crew. It was insane but to have one of them kind of shut me out when i needed him kinda hurt.