You deserve to be treated right by others @intergalactica, your friends really should help and support you hun, you deserve so much better, things will be OK and everything will work out, you can and will make it through difficult times, please keep fighting and never give up, you are a wonderful individual who deserves all the best that life has to offer, hold your head up high and be positive, great things will happen to you, many more brighter days are ahead for you, show everyone that you can make it, remember you are truly incredible, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)