Then perhaps what you need is to find something else to live for @bamababe757 , a sort of purpose if you will. Because no matter how you feel about you or your situation, there’s people out there who cares. It sucks, yeah, but nothing will change unless you CHANGE something. Maybe it’d be nice with a break, focus on someone else for a while. Helping someone without expecting anything back, makes you feel appreciated and needed.

Please don’t give up @bamababe757, you are such an amazing human-being who deserves all the happiness in the world Bryanna, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, don’t let anything get you down, everything will be OK, you are a survivor and warrior, keep fighting, great things will happen to you and you will have such a good life, so many more brighter days are ahead for you and so much light will come into your life, you are truly incredible hun, smile and be positive, hold your head up high, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want to talk, my inbox is always open (hugs)