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    Dinja posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    He has seen me aglow with happiness and at my most vulnerable. Has heard all of my past and knows my deepest fears, seen it all happening and still by my side.

    But sometimes, something triggers my mind and I start overthinking and dwelling on irrational fears. Then I start to doubt the progress that I have made this far in healing. Just like I start to doubt myself and what I have to offer to those around me. I’ll fear the way that my brain works sometimes, pushing away those I have let in, away from me. Mostly because I cannot handle something like that happening again.

    But then I have to remember that I am still healing and growing. And I am lucky to have someone who is also healing and growing and understands my way of thinking and shows me patience and care. Together we ’ll help each other grow and heal. I’ll have to keep my mind calm and take a deep breath. Everything is okay. It will always be eventually, through all ups and downs.

    Mood : Bittersweet
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      Oli replied 8 years, 11 months ago

      It’s great that you have someone who is always there to support and be there for you @silverlake, everyone deserves to have good people in their lives, be positive and keep smiling, keep going, keep healing and growing Dinja, much happiness and brightness will come into your life, you are a fighter who never gives up, everything will be OK, don’t give up, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, I’ll always be here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)