Please don’t harm yourself @csfob, you can and will make it through tough times, try to distract yourself, do something that you enjoy, something that makes you feel happy and content, you are such a special person who deserves joy and happiness, try to not let anything get you down, things will be OK, keep fighting and never give up, you can do this, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)