You deserve to live in a place that is full of happiness, love, laughter and joy @insightful-cobra, please don’t let sadness get you down, focus on being the wonderful individual that you are, keep smiling and be positive, things will be OK, keep fighting and never give up, you can do this, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

Thanks Oli, i try to be positive, happy and i try so hard inspite of everything’s that’s going on around me, but i guess i’m not that strong. I can’t help feeling like shit for everything that’s going on, even if it doesn’t affect me. I’m a sinking boat, letting all the feelings that are around and letting them get in and sink me. I get so angry all the time, i’m angry cause i’m sad. But mostly, i’m just tired of being sad, of trying to be happy. I’m trying so hard, i really am, but nothing ever changes. I know that the problem is me, everywhere i’m in, inspite of the situation, i’m not me. I guess i lost who i was. I don’t know who i am, i don’t what i want, i don’t know what drives me, i don’t know how to beat this, i don’t know in what to believe. I’m lost. And without that, i don’t know how i’m going to fight this. Sometimes it’s just too much. But thanks for your support Oli, your positive attitude towards everything, makes me feel a little bit better. I know it musn’t be easy, so thanks. Really.