Please don’t feel guilty @lolo, you are an amazing and lovely person who deserves so much happiness and love, you deserve to feel appreciated and cared for, don’t let bad thoughts get you down, be positive and keep smiling, I know you can do it, things will work out and everything will go beautifully for you hun, I’m always here if you need me, you are so strong and are never alone, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)