Please don’t let bad thoughts get you down @rinrin, hold your head up and keep fighting, you can and will make it through all of your tough times and come out so much stronger, remember you are a survivor and you are never alone, don’t give up, things will work out for you, you can do this, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)