Please don’t give up @disbeautiful, everything will work out for you and things will get better, I’m sure you will find the right place for you, you will find somewhere that will help you, you are brave and courageous. keep your head up and stay positive, you are a wonderful person who deserves so much happiness in life, don’t let your problems overwhelm you, you can and will make it through tough times and come out so much stronger, remember you are never alone, keep smiling and stay happy, you can do this, I’m always here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)