I’m sure you will get a diagnosis @black-as-shadow and once you have, you will be on your way to much better, happier and brighter days ahead, keep your head up and stay strong, you are never alone, I’m sure everything will work out for you, don’t give up, be positive and optimistic, you can do this, I’m always here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)