Yesterday I asked a sincere question on here because I was having a problem in that I was distant from my friends and they all just seemed distant and, well, straight up gone. I wish that didn’t hurt my so much. After I posted it, I wrote a Facebook post to my few very very closest friends, several of which were online at the time and said that I really needed to talk to someone as soon as possible. Nine hours later, no one acknowledged it. They were online, offline, posting to other friends, but no one asked if I was okay or called or anything. This isn’t something I’ve ever done before. I’m a very private person. I’m 24. I’ve never told anyone that I have anxiety attacks. I’m very good at doing what I do behind closed doors. That was very out-of-character for me, and it hurts me that not one of my friends would notice something was wrong. My husband came home after midnight and sat with me for a long time and talked me through everything and made me pizza when I felt better and made me take a shower. I appreciate him so much. But I just really need a friend, too. Not even a friend to talk me out of a panic. Just a friend in general. What’s happened to me? All my friends seemed to go when I stopped being that comic relief friend and started being an adult with feelings and problems. I’m sorry for the rant. I’m just feeling pretty empty.