I think its finally over for me.

I wanted to end it last month, but I didn't. I prayed for help and maybe this caused the thought that I will be able to help myself, to survive it. I don't say I feel good cause I don't. It's hard what I'm going through right now. There are better days and worse days, but the most important is to never give up. Don't do it. Cause someday it can be just fine.

I have been in this state of depression before< it was when I just lost my best friend to suicide. Everyone has skeletons in their closest (including myself). You can hold on, when you fall a better opportunity will come. I found the love of my life because I didn't end my life that one day and now I'm trying my best to recover and she helps me everyday. Trust me, things will get better. Please if you need to talk some more please contact me.

You can do a lot more than to end it, you can talk to people, I'm sorry if I sound patronising or condescending. I don't mean to. Maybe opening up to your friend and letting them know something is wrong. I'm so proud of you for still being alive though you feel all hope is lost. I'm here for you. Please don't give up.

You can hold on. Look forwards at the things that might happen- it may seem hopeless, but it's what I'm doing. Just hold on, and make it through each day, and notice even the tiniest things that might bring a smile, or a touch of hope for your future. Hold on.

You can always open up to people on here dont forget that :) , And ive been through the same feeling that youre going through right now ... where it seems like the only way to make everything easier is just... leaving :/ But just think about it ... you dont know what will happen after youre gone. Would you rather go somewhere unknown than stay in a place that you do know? Be happy that youve made it this far , if youve been going through depression and being hurt then you can make it just for a little longer. Hang in there just give it some time and it will get better , good things take time!!

Just please don't. We're all here for you.

Everything you're feeling now is a symptom of Depression and perhaps Anxiety. The only way to alleviate the misery you're feeling now is to really face your fears and soldier on through the use of therapy techniques. I've suffered from Anxiety for two years now and at points I was so very close to ending it all; I'd got kicked out of school, my girlfriend cheated on me, I felt like a total failure and medications had little no therapeutic affect on me. But there's one thing that I can swear by working and it's an Anxiety and Depression program by Lucinda Bassett - I've been sticking to it for 2 months now and it's doing great. I haven't fully recovered yet but as with a lot of great things it takes time and I promise you things will start to get better once you fully understand what's triggering this terrible condition.

Daily, I feel like ending it. This is really twisted, but one of the reasons I haven't yet is the curiosity of what else can the universe throw at me. I feel like surviving just one more day, (I can do it tomorrow, it's not like things will be that much better) is my middle finger to all the forces conspiring against me. Really deep down, I hope tomorrow I wake up and don't want to die.

Please don't end your life. I am sure you are here for a reason. First, start exercising, simple walking, little by little each day. Find little things you love to do. You can change, keep going, do some good deeds. I am not sure how old you are or what your work/school status is. Be honest to people, well maybe not too honest too quickly to people you hardly know but over time you would be surprised...everyone has had their struggles. If they have been your friends, they should understand...if they do not...move on.