I dont know who I am. sometimes Im feminine, sometimes i am masculine. sometimes i want to wear pretty clothes and makeup and have long pretty hair, and then sometimes i want to cut all of my hair off and idk wear cool guy clothes and just be a guy. i cant be both and i am unhappy. if i cut all of my hair off i will miss it, but the more i grow it out the more i want shorter hair. i am not one gender more than i am the other. who am i? how can I be both? Please help