This question could be very disturbing so please don’t read further if you feel like you might not be able to handle it.
I recently found out that my mom killed my dog and left his meat on my food. Basically, i was eating my own friend for days and I don’t know what to do. She warned me that she would punish me if I couldn’t get first place in a competition. I feel like I am not good enough to exist in this world. Please tell me how to get over this.