Don’t let your past get you down @clara332, do your best to move forward and focus on all the bright moments that await you in the future, you are such a beautiful, fabulous and amazing person who deserves joy and happiness in life, everything will be OK, smile and always be the wonderful ray of sunshine that you know you can be, believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)