Please don’t think like that @robouteguilliman, you are such a wonderful and special person who deserves all the best that life has to offer Matt, everything will be OK and things will work out, be kind and good to yourself, hold your head up high and keep being incredible and fabulous, remember to keep shining and keep going Matt, you can do it, don’t ever give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)