Ashley said 10 years, 1 month ago:
I’ve made myself feel this alone. I’ve pushed everyone I love away. I can’t complain about my relationship with my mom, but it’s all superficial. For whatever reason, I can’t let myself let her help me. And god do I need help right now. I’m alone because I’ve gone through so much, but I haven’t told many people. I mean, some people know bits and pieces of it, but no one knows the full story. I want to tell people, but I can’t bring myself to. I’ve put up these walls that not even I can break down.
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