Hello, I’m in my first in real life relationship and have recently hit a wall.
I have been abused sexually growing up and I thought I was past it, but now that I’m in a physical relationship I can see I’m definitely not.
My girlfriend has been so patient and caring about it and says we don’t need to have sex but I feel so guilty.
I do find her sexually attractive and I want to please her but don’t want reciprocation, is this weird?
Any other people have this issue when it comes to relationships?