heygingerkid said 9 years, 10 months ago:

In order to try to keep this short, I’m just going to bullet the key events. but first things first. I’m 20, I dated a boy for a little over five years. We moved in together in October 2013.
*his mom was my boss.
* my bf managed one of his parents businesses, so he paid all out rent, I paid utilities. It worked for us.
*January I found out I was pregnant.
*His parents were 100% unsupportive.
*His family was more mine than my own.
*My family supported whatever our decision was.
*I’m prochoice, but I knew i could never emotionally handle an abortion or adoption. there was already a bond i wasn’t strong enough to break.
*we were in an okay position. my boyfriend knew that. he was with me.
*ultrasounds shown to my whole family. facebook. instagram.
* His mother called him one night, woke us both up (i was morning sick during some of my shifts at work (a waitress) and would sit down sometimes in a corner booth when slow.)
*i could hear her say “all she does is sit on her ass. i should just fire her. your going to have a welfare baby anway”
*i lost it.
*texted her “you self rightous bitch..dont plan on me ever coming back there again…how dare you … etc”
*he was adopted greek. VERY family oriented.
*what i did was a no-no.
*they made him choose his family, or me.
*if me, he’d lose them forever. and his car. and phone. and any money they felt he owed them.
*he kept in the middle for a few weeks.
* my mom came to my house. told me make sure hes still with you on this.
*”i am. we’ve talked about it before. ”
“make sure”
*she left, i sat him down “you’re still with me on this right?”
* “I never was”
*he had only been telling me what i wanted to hear.
*”you need to fix what you did. you need to make the right decision”
*talked and cried for hours. hysterical.
*Didnt want him to resent me. didnt want to ruin his life.
*made an appointment for an abortion. february 18.
*2 weeks later, he dumped me and moved out.
*i gave everything . in order to try to save what i loved. his family, him, the situation, i just wanted everything back. i blamed myself for everything. i thought this would fix it.
*it didnt.
*February 18th is the day that i died.
*March i downed my bottle of prozac.
*of course, he just happened to walk into my house. he still had a key, came to get more of his stuff
*found me. got me conscious. i dont remember anything else.
*havent talked to him since.
*getting evicted because along with medical bills, i cant afford our house myself.
*i was due september 21st.
*her name was Freya Michelle.
*i dont know how to end this.
*but September 21st will be the make it or break it day for me.

onlybabyscars said 9 years, 10 months ago:

I’m here for you sweetheart.
I’ve never been in an exact situation like that, but I’ve had a few things like that happen to me. I completely understand. That guy was wrong and he shouldn’t have walked away from you and the baby like that.

Dark Rainbow said 9 years, 10 months ago:

I’m always here for you hun. I’ve never been in that situation but I have a friend who has also been forced into an abortion. xoxo.
he was wrong and shouldn’t have forced you under an circumstances.

Holly Thorne said 9 years, 9 months ago:

I was not forced into an abortion so for that I am sorry but I too have been through an abortion and it is fucking killing me :’( I’m trying to find some sorta conselling sessions for free online, just uhfuihuibher