I’m a college student in his first year, 18 years old. College life to me is so different and new experience, everything was different to me, I felt so nervous in the first days, I remember the first day I was sitting somewhere and noticed a girl just keeps staring at my direction, I got pissed off and left the place, this girl happened to be in my class after a while, and I just fell for her, I didn’t talk a lot with her but she was all flirty and so, So I fell in one sided love, I really thought she loved me back because we exchange eye contact quite often and it was just obvious… She finds something funny… she just turns to my side and looks to me and starts giggling.. I wanted to know more about her.. Because I really was building hope on this.. I’m a day dreamer and I value dreams more than anything else.. I feel happy dreaming about expressing my love… and like be happy together and so… So I started through facebook looking for her there. And I found something weird.. An old post where she mentioned a guy’s name and a heart next to it.. so I wanted to know more about that.. I went to twitter I found her there and she had like 1000 tweets.. I would have read them all.. Except that I found very weird tweets.. She was talking about wives and how they love husbands.. I didn’t understand that and was like “why would she be talking about such thing”.. I went further and I’ve seen the same guy’s name in her tweet and she was saying “I love you so much” with hearts everywhere… I was shocked.. was he like a boyfriend or somebody she is loving at the moment… I went to another social website to find out that she had her description: “blessed to be married to (that guy’s name)”….. what the heck?… It got me so hard.. I wasn’t expecting such thing… 18 and already married?? and why all these childish acts and awkward eye contacts?? why going out on people all flirty? just playing around with people’s hearts? It’s been the 3rd day now since I knew that she is already married.. even before she got into college… I’m just so sad.. I’ve built so many hopes on this.. I’m not the kind of guy who would put a goal and just watch it.. I would go forward to achieving it.. But that gave me the shock of my life.. from having peaceful dreams and goals to NONE.. Its like having everything that you wished for in life.. and then suddenly wake up to find out you’re completely disabled and homeless and poor…. a complete opposite.. I’m so depressed right now.. I know a man shouldn’t cry.. but man… that was a real shock to me.. I’ve been depressed and unable to sleep.. please help me get over this.. I’ll never be able to trust anybody anymore.