I want to disappear someday (without dying)

I can relate to that feeling. I've been having that feeling for about ten years now. When I was 16, I tried to act upon it by packing my backpack and running away, for my own adventure. I also thought I'd discover myself and break away from everything. You might feel like doing that, but I don't advise it. If anything, I discourage it. What I'd suggest is that you travel. You can travel somewhere and leave everything behind for a bit. Travel to some place, have your adventure that way and then go back with a fresh look upon things. I know how it feels to want to be free, but breaking away from everything isn't as great as you may think right now it is. You'll feel lonely and even though things might not have always been so great with your family, you'll miss them. If you want to talk more about this, you can feel free to message me.

I get YOU! Yea and my cousins did that, they started off as high school exchange student their last year of high school and then just stayed in Europe traveling around and they have alot of crazy stories i suggest that....instead :)

I GOT A BASEMENT !(i really do hope you get the joke)

I can't afford to travel anywhere that costs a lot of money. Also, I hate my family. I highly doubt I'd miss them. I'm already used to being alone.

I think most of us relate to this.. I feel like disappearing everyday. And I keep thinking that once I graduate and start working I'll just move away. You know just leave everything and go? I think it's therapeutic after being through so much crap. Stay positive x