I feel like ANA (anorexia) is my other side. She’s just a friend that understands my need to thin. I know this sounds crazy but it’s just how I feel. My heaviest was 205. I’m now 170 and I still feel disgusted with myself. I don’t believe I’ll be satisfied until I’m 90lbs. I don’t care if it’s unhealthy. If I die trying to be thin, then I die […] View
I've got a lot of issues of my own. I have a therapist but she's not always there when I need her and I don't feel I can always be myself around her. Don't even really know what "myself" is anymore. Point is I feel more honest behind a computer so that's what I'm going to try.