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About Me | I am a 34yr female. I have been dealing with depression on and off since i was 15 years old! I have tried 3 different antidepressants in the past. I think I need to get back on them! The past 4 years have been really bad! I cant keep living like this! I have a lot of issues starting with my childhood. I grew up jehovahs witness. When I was 12 my parents divorced my mom was excommunicated and our family stopped talking to us and still doesnt talk to us. My family was my friends! I didnt have friends growing up. I couldnt! In my 20's my boyfriend who I love so much took his own life. I need to find a way to forgive myself. I have let my life get out of control because i blame myself for not saving him! To deal with the pain I turned to drugs and alcohol! I have been in a sort of relationship for the past 3yrs. Its not healthy and i want to end it, but cant get myself to do it! |
Age | 42 |
Experienced with | Abuse, Addiction, Depression, General, Grieving, Mental Disorders, Relationships, Self Harm, Social Anxiety |
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