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About Me | i'm nikki (not nicola, my mum knew it would just be shortened anyway) and im 19, nearly 20. that scares me, when i'm not a teenager i won't have any excuse for my behaviour! i work for the rspca and i'm likely the biggest animal lover you'll ever meet. i'm happily engaged to an amazing guy, who i love with all my heart, because he saved my life. literally. if i hadn't have met him when i did i don't think i'd be here. i was ready to end it all, and then i met him. he's the reason there's a smile on my face and love in my heart. i have a huge family, mum and stepdad, dad and stepmum, 5 brothers; liam, jack, tom, jordan and daniel, 2 sisters; megan and lucy, 2 granddads, grandma and nanan, way too many aunties and uncles to count, literally 30+ cousins and one very very special little 'nephew' (he's my cousins little boy but we're incredibly close so i'm auntie nini to him'. people have always told me i'm a good listener, i even won 'best shoulder to cry on' at my prom, haha. i've been through a lot in my short life, my parents divorced, a month after that i moved 200+ miles accross the country to live with my mums new partner, a month after that we lost my uncle (and mums twin)to cancer just 4 months after he was diagnosed, i was bullied horrifically through secondary school (i went to an all girls grammar school, the bitchiness that went on there was out of this world) ending in me having to go to the police due to arson threats, my mums partner then told my mum that it was him or me and i ended up on the streets with nothing, i had to quit my job to move back up north to live with dad leaving everything behind again. during all of this i became addicted to codeine and at my low point, i was taking 32 tablets a day, 16 in one go. for 7 years. it was a long hard battle but here i am, its been almost a year and a half since i've been clean. i managed to sort things out and am now currently back down south with my fiance. i figured if i've been through all of this and come out the other side, i can listen to people who are still struggling through and try to give them hope when they think its lost. |
Age | 30 |
Experienced with | Addiction, Bullying, Depression, Eating Disorders, General, Grieving, Mental Disorders, Phobias, Relationships, Self Harm, Social Anxiety |
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