I'm here to help. I might ask for a listener once in a while but I've been through more than enough to know that people need help and being independent is good and bad. I've been bullied, grew up without friends, had social anxiety, parents abuse me physically, people abuse me verbally and I abuse myself mentally. I've been through it all. The fake friends, the childhood trauma, the suicidal thoughts, the "I want to die" and "I want to live" phase. I wanted therapy, but my parents said no. Until this minute I have no idea who I am but I'm getting there.