Do share your thoughts, feelings and emotions with the BT community if you ever need to unburden yourself @flameaura, please know we are all here to help, support and be there for you, you are such a wonderful person and we all want the best for you, do share what’s on your mind only if you feel comfortable enough too, everything will be OK, stay awesome and always be the special person that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)