I believe life will handle the shitty people for myself. It has done it before,so. I think I deserve better. To always seek people’s help. No. I should be helping MYSELF, treating myself well, doing things I LOVE to do to make MYSELF happy. Not please others. Not crying cause I need someone. I’ve been alone pretty much my whole life, so it’s not the loneliness. it’s me not dealing with people’s bullshit and mean interests. Cause people only talk to me when they need something. So you know what? next time one of my ”friends” will text me asking me for help I’ll say NO. Why? Cause you weren’t here when I needed you the most. So fuck you.