Honestly, not bad but not that good either? I feel inert more than anything. I still love him and I wish I could make it work? I want this so badly. But it just seems like he just…can’t be. But I don’t quite have the balls to get it together and leave him. I’m still stuck on the idea of ”maybe if we talk about it, it can be fixed” but I don’t even know where I’d start that conversation, and if it would actually do anything–the problem seems to be that I’m just not that much of a priority to him. There isn’t really a way to talk someone into caring about you more, is there?
Honestly, not bad but not that good either? I feel inert more than anything. I still love him and I wish I could make it work? I want this so badly. But it just seems like he just…can’t be. But I don’t quite have the balls to get it together and leave him. I’m still stuck on the idea of ”maybe if we talk about it, it can be fixed” but I don’t even know where I’d start that conversation, and if it would actually do anything–the problem seems to be that I’m just not that much of a priority to him. There isn’t really a way to talk someone into caring about you more, is there?