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    Taylor Paige posted an update 9 years, 2 months ago

    I dont know anymore..every single day i wake up and cry because i just dont want to go to school because of the things people say about me, or the rumors they make up…i cant breath the whole time im at school..every day i get off the bus i just stand there for a second and breath because its the only time i have to myself without people watching my every move and saying my name followed by ”bitch” ”whore” Liar” Cheater” ”slut”….The things the say to and about me haunt me at night…i feel like im never safe, even on here, im scared theyre still watching…i cant put anything on my facebook because my mom can log into it and see what im posting..i cant put anything on instagram because my few friends are on there…i feel like i want help, but i feel like no one really cares when they offer it, they just feel bad for me….I think about cutting every day, i walk into the bathrooms at school and see 20 different ways i could kill myself….I dont know what to do anymore….

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    • It seems more and more like school is just a society of stress and anguish that we get forced into. Speaking honestly, it does get better. Try to take baby steps when you run into problems. It’s easy to get overwhelmed when you look at everything at once. Solve something small or a bit of a bigger problem. You’ll see progress easier and problems will shrink until they’re gone. If you do want help, you can message me anytime. I check in pretty much daily. Don’t be afraid of seeking help because a select few didn’t actually care. Hope things get better for you. @taytor-tot99