Be strong @naomirose, this feeling will pass. The best thing to do is not dwell on it, let yourself feel how you are going to feel but don’t let it stop you from living your life. Do things that make you happy, meet new people, talk with close friends, read, play, draw, write, whatever you need to do to feel better in the moment. And if at times you feel sad and you miss him let yourself feel sad, let yourself miss him. Because whether you should or you shouldn’t, you do and that’s what’s important, you need to know that at times it is perfectly fine and completely health to fall down, as long as you remember to pick yourself back up. I’ve lost many people in my life, some lied to me, some used me, some loved me, some were taken from me, some left of there own accord, and some took there own lives. I miss every single one of them, even the ones that hurt me. But I don’t let that stop me from trying to meet new people, from trying new things and going new places. There are times I am overcome with sorrow for those I’ve lost, but when that happens I let it happen and then I pick myself back up and keep moving forward. Life is too short to hide from your feelings, don’t let this one person stop you from caring about others. If you aren’t ready to pick yourself up yet then don’t, my inbox is always open and you can always ask me anything, and when you are finally ready to pick yourself up again, I think you’ll find that this person, no matter what he meant to you, was just a person.