I sometimes think too hard about what is ’good’ and what is ’bad’. I expect too much and I don’t just think about things that are small. Smiles and hugs and talks. Yeah, life is pretty dark. But I’m so upset and negative that I close my eyes and I don’t see those little lights that are shining through and letting me see things. Making things brighter. And I think things should happen all fast and in an instant when in fact things go slowly, but they happen. Oh, they sure happen. Those friends that you don’t talk to for months, but then you see them again and it’s like no time has passed. Just seeing your friend and getting a hug or helping them out. Brightening their day. To the point where you listen to sad music and you aren’t upset by it. It’s just beautiful. I just feel so beautiful. And sometimes, I won’t. I know that. But it’ll pass and it’ll heal. I can’t judge my life on those bad moments alone. I need to take these shades off my eyes that are making things so gray and dull. Just be happy for no reason:) Just feeling so good. And thank you to everyone on here who messaged me and supported me through my depression. I appreciate it a lot. Thanks!