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    Ana posted an update 9 months, 1 week ago

    Haven’t been on this site in a long time. Been doing really amazing since I joined, sorry I haven’t posted in a long time. And, currently I’m almost 5 years clean from self harm. Hoping others are doing better too.

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @daisyanam, I’m so proud of you Ana, it’s awesome to see that you are 5 years clean of self harm, remember you are such a brave and courageous fighter who truly deserves all the happiness in the world, keep smiling and always go forward with optimism, you can do it Ana, never give up, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

    • That is incredible. Holy crap, you should be so proud. That is incredible, really. Congrats for the almost 5 years clean from self harm. That is very inspiring & proves you are so courageous & strong!

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    Ana posted an update in the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 4 years, 3 months ago

    My kik is anamsj1218. Anyone need someone?

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    Ana posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    I haven’t been this happy in years. I feel so good.

    Mood : Accomplished
    • Glad to see you feeling positive and awesome @daisyanam, you are such a extraordinary and brilliant human-being, keep being fabulous Ana, I’m always here if you need me :) (hugs)

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    Ana posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    Hey! Um, I don’t know if I can post this on here but I’ll give it a shot. I’m raising money for childhood cancer in a dance a thon, and I have this link here that any of you can use to donate money. If you do, thank you so much for the contribution and support!…[Read more]

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    Ana posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m feeling really, really down, honestly I’m starting to think that Blah would be a better site without me being on it, I’m only on here to make others feel good, I want to make people smile, […] View

    Now you listen here. You have helped more people on this site than anyone I know. You do amazing things for this community, and this community is full of broken hearted, depressed people who feel just like you do right now. Sometimes feelings like this come around, I know. But don’t lie to yourself saying you haven’t done anything because the…[Read more]

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    Ana posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m feeling really, really down, honestly I’m starting to think that Blah would be a better site without me being on it, I’m only on here to make others feel good, I want to make people smile, […] View

    Now you listen here. You have helped more people on this site than anyone I know. You do amazing things for this community, and this community is full of broken hearted, depressed people who feel just like you do right now. Sometimes feelings like this come around, I know. But don’t lie to yourself saying you haven’t done anything because the…[Read more]

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    Ana posted an update in the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 4 years, 10 months ago

    If you’re feeling lonely or are in need of some chatting or venting, my kik’s anamsj1218. Hit me up:)

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    Ana posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    7 months clean:) Going to try beating my record again tomorrow!

    Mood : Determined
    • @daisyanam Congratulations! Keep up the good work! I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to. Stay strong. You’re beautiful.

    • You should be so proud of yourself @daisyanam, keep going forward with positivity, hope and happiness Ana, you truly deserve all the best that life has to offer, I know you will make it, keep being the special and kind individual that you are, remember to never give up, I’ll always be here if you need support, message me anytime if you want, my…[Read more]

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    Ana posted a new activity comment 5 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Ana posted an update Last time I had maybe 7 or 8 little cuts.(How much can dull scissors do anyway?) And now I’m wondering how that turned into 70-80. Probably more. I told my mom I was in the shower and used a […] View

    I actually wanted a gist of how she would respond, so I told her about a friend of mine who also cuts. My mom was just like ‘oh she’s just doing it for attention. Thats what all people who cut do.’ I said no it’s really not and she just wouldn’t agree with me. There’s no way I’m telling her or my dad either. My dad’s already depressed and…[Read more]

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

    Last time I had maybe 7 or 8 little cuts.(How much can dull scissors do anyway?) And now I’m wondering how that turned into 70-80. Probably more. I told my mom I was in the shower and used a bad razor to shave. She believed me. I got extra big band aids because I don’t want the nurse to see the scars when I get my flu shot.

    • I actually wanted a gist of how she would respond, so I told her about a friend of mine who also cuts. My mom was just like ‘oh she’s just doing it for attention. Thats what all people who cut do.’ I said no it’s really not and she just wouldn’t agree with me. There’s no way I’m telling her or my dad either. My dad’s already depressed and…[Read more]

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

    I thought I’d be stronger but now I found a pencil sharpener. I had a dream where I cut. And I had blood dripping down my wrist and I looked and I saw that a lot of other scratches got on my arm that I didn’t put there. And then I looked out the window, people were staring and had scared looks on their faces. And now my wrist is throbbing.

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

    Long time no post. But I think it’s safer to put my feelings on here than anything else. Slipping into a bit of a relapse with the cutting urges but lets hope those go away again. This is why I have my religion. And music. Also, my world cultures teacher is the biggest freaking idiot in the world I hate her so much….

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

    Long time no post. But I think it’s safer to put my feelings on here than anything else. Slipping into a bit of a relapse with the cutting urges but lets hope those go away again. This is why I have my religion. And music. Also, my world cultures teacher is the biggest freaking idiot in the world I hate her so much….

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    My days, like I start off really happy in the morning and then I just get more depressed as the day goes by. Gradual depression. What if I made like a depression slope, like on a graph? My algebra teacher would be so proud of me.

    • Please don’t let your depression beat you @daisyanam, keep fighting, you can do this, you will win this battle, you can make it through this struggle, try your best to think positively and be optimistic, you are so strong and are never alone, remember you are such a wonderful and fantastic person, keep moving forward, keep your head up and don’t…[Read more]

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    I feel so alone sometimes, and I just feel like crying. But I don’t want to because I should be stronger than that. So you shove Eminem in your ears and close your eyes in the dark try to perk up. Anyone up for a talk?

    • Please don’t cry or feel alone @daisyanam, you are never alone, you are so strong, keep your head up and don’t give up, try your best to stay positive and keep smiling, I’m here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    Can you be jealous and smitten at the same time…?

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    Well, I’m not sure what to think. You know, that point where there are 7 million thoughts going through your head and you’re sitting here not knowing what to think and not sure if you’re depressed or angry or happy or maybe all three or none. I need to sleep more.

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    Happiness is confusing sometimes…

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    Ana posted an update 5 years, 12 months ago

    To have control and look at the past and wanting to stay in the present instead. To look forward to things, and even if they don’t go your way, you’re all good and you find a way to have a great time. To have a fantastic time being anywhere and looking at your life like it’s brightened up by the sun and even if it rains, well you still find the…[Read more]

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    Ana posted an update 6 years ago

    Just feeling all the terror and hate flowing out of your fingers and the pressure on your head is lightened and you’re silently singing because you feel like you’ve been lifted off your feet and spun around and seeing the whole world spin around and suddenly, you see things differently.

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