Well. It’s been quite a long time guys. I must say I like all the changes that I see have been made.

However, I promised myself I wouldn’t return here unless something truly pushes me to rock bottom. And oh have I hit it hard.

I’m not going to explain this whole story because there is no point. But basically my ex and her friend(s) have been hanging out with this guy and his friends lately (going to six flags, having bonfires, etc. All things I used to do with her and her friends) They never hung out before, and I got a feeling that something was going on, and sure enough, the one guy tweeted about an hour ago ”It’s Official” And there is no need to speculate if that might not mean what we all know to be true.

So yeah. My ex has a new boyfriend.

I could use all the typical and overused analogies to explain how it feels, but you all know EXACTLY how it feels. At least most of you do.

I need. Somebody. To lean on.