You’re actually way stronger than you might think. To always encourage people not to give up and pushing them is a truly hoborable gift that not many people have. You are one of a kind and life throws its curve balls as you call them at you to test your limits.
Always and i do mean ALWAYS stay strong. Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you can’t see the good side but that doesnt mean it does not exsit. It just means that the good side is just greater then anything you could have imagened and it needs time for you to reach it.
Nothing worth coming comes easy

Never lose your positive attitude!
And i’m silently cheering for you and sending you moral support via thoughts