There was once a time when i was happy, had confidence and had motivation, but now I cant seem to be ME again. I used hard drugs for years, finally got help and went to rehab, I am somewhat "clean", if that makes sense, I am not addicted to any drug, however I do occasionally use still. I have struggled with severe anxiety since I was 7 years old, I just want to be myself again, before I started using drugs, I would also love to learn how to manage my anxiety without medication…I just want to be happy again.