I feel like my family hates me. Everything that I do is over looked and I get yelled at. I can never do anything right. My mom is yelling at me because I look mad. Thanks to my sisters pissing me off. I get in trouble for the things that they do. I feel so worthless right now. If Christmas wasn’t in a couple days, I kill myself. I’m so depressed and feel so worthless and hopeless and useless… I want to cut so bad, but don’t want to ruin my 26 weeks clean… I’ve even been selfharming in other way just to say I haven’t been cutting. I’m such a depressed and suicidal mess right now….