Is it really such a bad thing that I don’t ever talk much…I’m sorry I’m not very good at talking. When i have nothing to say it’s really hard for me to say anything. So I’ve been making myself talk to you it’s making me feel so painfully drained as well as ill, we are not even talking face to face…Is this anxiety? This drained feeling that comes hand in hand with feeling nauseated or am I just getting sick?….