I think there’s a storm rolling in, my head is pounding and I feel like I’m going to puke. Maybe it’s stress I do have to finish packing for the con as well as re-get my permit this week, both things that are making me panic internally. Than my mother started crying after I brought up how everyone keeps telling me to get a job, since the doctor said i should wait until we understand the migraines a bit better. She said she’s sorry allot. I don’t understand why, it’s really not her fault. It’s simply that my pain tolerance just ins’t strong enough to allow me to stand long enough to work or sit up straight. Though lately it seems her depression has gotten allot worse she’s lonely and money is very tight. I don’t know the words to say to help…. I think, that I am going to head to bed my heads slowly getting worse. Goodnight.