Guestion, one which everyboby thinks; ” who i am, what i am ?”
So what i am, what i want to be, what i belive?

I will be warrior, guardian for them who does not have one, why?
I was once in pain, better know as schoolbullied, i was taking more and more pain inside my boby, day after day, year after year, finally it stopped, i got away from them who hurted me.

Why i didnt give up ? To be honest i did give up, more than once. But somehow i always stood up once more, how?
friends, i didnt have many back then, but for them there is nothing i will not do, no pain is bigger than seeing friend having
same pain i had. I wont let it happen, i wont let others feel my pain, think same things i thinked.
I want see they smiling, crying for joy not for pain…

That pain i had back then, i still have it, but nowdays i use it to give me power to do what i need to, what i want to do…
keep others safe as silly as it is.
My pain will some day become joy, smiles, and importantly part of me, it is part of me, but not as i want it to be.
But just maybe… some day i can forget it all, maybe i can say i will forgive, everything…

some days ago i walked around my old junior high school and sayed ” you hear you concrete peace of sh#t, i am right here, i am alive, and will fight… once more.
Since warriors never giveup, we have something to fight for.

Yours – jereman